Richard

So I have this friend, we've been friends for years and on and on again i've liked him. Now we are friends and I absolutely love our friendship. It is simple it is easy. But why do I feel as though something is messing? It even feels as though there is some kinda blockage stopping us. It is strange, I don't want to change things he is the bestfriend guy i've always wanted. Im thankful for our strange yet beautiful friendship.

Colorism

So I am watching What is Black In America? With my mom who is a chocolate lady. The people on here struggle with being black, but others also love it & accept it. I am black. Some ask what are ? Noticing im something other than black. But I am black. With native american roots with white roots & hispanic roots. But I am black. I don't define myself by my skin tone. This bronze caramel girl does not consider herself anything other than black. I do acknowledge my roots of my native american, whites & hispanics. People should realize black is beautiful. I don't care if my future kids come out dark as oli or white as snow, I will love thrm regardless. I will teach them to love where they come from. I will teach them spanish the stories behind our native tribes & other little things. Every race is beautiful. I am black, native american, white, & hispanic. But this black girl is beautiful.

Bestfriends/Boyfriend

Can a guy really be your bestfriend without someone catching feelings ? I think so depending on the type of people yall are. I have a bestfriend, we talk everyday & hang often. He has a girlfriend & I am single. The two years we have not caught feelings for each other. I don't think it would ruin our friendship either if we did. Im glad we have that type of friendship. I would hope we stay like that for the years to come.

2013

Everybody saying New Year new me, well I can't really say that because nothing about me is going to change in 2013. I'm still going to be same person I was in 2012 why should I change just because there's a new year? It is a lot of things I miss about 2012. My friend from New York my summer, I have amazing memories of 2012. But this year is going to be amazing too! I'm going to get better grades and go the extra mile to reach the success that I want. I do believe im in for a lot of hard work, but whats life without a few struggles?